So it is the first of December 2010, cannot believe that this year is almost over. I feel that 2011 will be very promising I have a feeling that good things will happen next year. Things between Shawn and I are getting easier and less weird. After my previous entry he sent me a long email explaining a bit more on things. His mom a couple of days ago stated that he has been reminded that he can only speak to me about things involving the boys...that is likely what that abrupt email was about.
Unfortunately I did not get to go to my Al-Anon meeting on Sunday as there has been a stomach bug going around and Shawn was horribly sick this weekend so we switched weekends, so I can go this Sunday. Liam got the bug and has been sick since last night. Poor baby, it makes me so sad to see him not feeling well. Hopefully it will be over quickly and hopefully neither of the other boys nor myself will get it. I do feel very positive at this moment about Shawn and I's future and I can now see how people are able to start over. You just take it very slow and eventually it comfortable to talk to each other. Last Wednesday we could not hold a conversation but this Wednesday we were able to hold a lengthy one about the boys over the phone and in time we will be able to hold a lengthy one in person.
Well off to get ready for my meeting. Until next time.
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